Part of me wants to leave and just never look back. I am tired of trying to get people to care about me. I care so much for them, and yet I am only around when they NEED me. I am emotionally exhausted, tired of heartache, lies, and just completely selfish people.
Maybe then I would be happier? No one would know me, I could reinvent myself, and just…exist in a world where no one would just NEED me, they would want me in their lives. A nice fantasy it is though, right?
I seriously cannot hear anymore it seems and have to have people repeat things to me.
If You Could Know The Absolute And Total Truth To One Question, What Question Would You Ask?
What came first, the chicken or the egg?
You Are About To Get Into A Fight, What Song Comes On As Your Soundtrack?
Hit me with your best shot! Though it would be this version:
What Do You Miss Most About Being A Kid?
Actually getting to be a kid and not being a parent to two little brothers and a little sister. It is no secret that I grew up in an abusive household but no one knew I had custody of my siblings at 18.
What, If Anything, Have You Ever Re-Gifted?
I am guilty of this. My brother got me this gift of wine bottles. An entire dozen of them, but…I had to pay an etra 75 dollars to get them delivered, and then came to learn that it was also a membership fee that I learned the next month of 150 dollars. The wine came and only 2 bottles were kinds I liked, so now I give out wine to people if they enjoy wines! I still have 9 left…HELP!
If You Could Hack Into Any One Computer, Whose Computer Would You Choose?
The federal reserve. I would hack them, take back OUR money and give it to those in need! Great thing I know NOTHING about hacking.
If You Could Change 3 Things About Your Country, What Would You Change?
A. That we are Americans – Not anything else. Not white american, not asian american, not african american, mexican american, nothing of the sort. If you were BORN in America, YOU ARE American!
B. All of hollywood, sports, politicians, etc would be paid minimum wage, and our military would make the big bucks!
C. Our Healthcare would teach you how to protect against getting ill, with natural things, instead of giving you chemicals to fix an ailment that will return.
These are just off the top of my head, but I have a huge list.
What Gets Too Much Attention In The News?
Stupid ass celebrities! Whether it be sports, actors, singers, etc. You arent special just because you can catch a football, or breathe on a camera scene.
What Personality Trait Do You Wish You Had?
Patience. I seriously do not have any. So much so that it irritates me greatly!
This is my list of things I would say to so many people in my life. I did not include their names because that is not important. What is important is being able to list these things, and for me to understand what I do want to say to people.